Alone

I see now that I'm really bad at accepting to be on my own, when I didn't choose it myself...! Right now I actually feel like the chair above, which is leaning towards the other one to just feel a little bit of nearness... My husband has one of these evenings, where he feels like being on his own in the other room. I know I'd never do that when I knew that we were not going to be together tomorrow evening and Saturday day and night because he's off to visit a friend of his. But men seem to be a bit different than women when it comes to the need to spend time alone... They don't really seem to put all the upcoming hours together, where they won't be able to be with their wife and as a result of all these hours, choose to jump right into the arms of their loved one... Hehe. (At least not after years of marriage - or at least not my husband (I love him anyway though!!) :-P).

But well, I always think that everything happens for a reason. And the first thing that popped up in my mind (after feeling a bit disappointed and lonely...) (and I think you should always pay attention to your spontaneous reactions) was that I should offer prairs to Allah (swt), who's by the way ALWAYS there (not to forget and not to underestimate!!!) and I should read Qur'an and then go to sleep :) And of course first post something here - 'cause blogging reduces my feeling of loneliness too - especially when somebody comments. Hehe. Insha'Allah.